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    October 26

    Childhood Memories

     
    Hello Everybody!
    How are you all doing?
    I am sorry ive not been here for such a long time. I paid a 'Royal' visit to my college last week and discovered that the last time I showed face there was in JULY!!! <no kidding>  Surprised  Embarrassed
    As for my work? They are also still waiting for me to 'show face'  And Ive got a meeting with my boss on Wednesday...
    oh joy  ...   Crying
    So.. no work, no college, and it's fair to say that ive not had my 'blog head' on either.
    Ive probably left it too late to do a 'Halloween' page, if I do one it will probably be a miracle!
     
    On Friday night I was out with my old pal from work, Jack.
    I have mentioned him in dispatches before on here.   We go to a certain pub for holiday drinkies. That's it..just holidays, so it doesnt amount to more than a few times over a Year.
    But the regulars know us. and it feels like our 'local'
    If we go on a Friday (which we did this time)
    *yeah i know i'm not at work right now.. i know  i know  <ahem>  Angel
    But Friday is kareoke Night.
    Ive not managed to embarrass myself (or jack) so far by Havin a go.. but there are some bloomin good singers in there, I wouldn't dare try and compete!
     
    On friday night One of the off duty barmaids got up and sang a Rousing Rendition of 'Sailor'
    EVERYBODY in the pub joined in....
    That song reminds me of my childhood...I used to hear it at my gran's house
     
    Sailor stop your roaming....

    Sailor, leave the sea

    Sailor, when the tide turns...

    Come home safe to me

    As you sail across the sea
    All my love is there beside you!

    In Capri or Amsterdam
    Honolulu or Siam!
     
     To the harbour of my heart
    I will send my love to guide you...

    As I call across the sea
    Come home to me!
     
    That song must have struck a chord with quite a few people on Friday night, cos you shoulda heard how everyone joined in...
    Well this gal here has been Missing...roamed away from these shores!
    *that's a pub joke, cos youre supposed to say what shore's? and then I say...
    Make mine a double!!!  Open-mouthed <ahem>
     
    I will publish some pictures of our new bedroom <yaaaay>  after we get our new Blind fitted.
    No piccies of sore toes I promise...
    I hope you'all have a brilliant week!  I will swing by as soon as a I can and throw my hat into your spaces and say 'hello' Smile
    mags x
     
     
    August 14

    Caledonia is Calling, and Now I'm Going Home

     
    Hello Everybody,
     
    Call me 'Sentimental' and you might just be right!
    The music that is playing on my space at the moment, reminds me of my late grandmother, and I want to speak more about her in a moment.
     
    In very recent days I seem to be developing quite a penchant, for all things scottish (i got no idea why) I would actually rather be a million miles away from the U.K. if truth be told, it's all going a bit 'wrong' in this country, and If We had the money, I think me and my family would bale out. Embarrassed  But I still love Scotland.
    When Me and Drew were in Devon this summer, I was in our Hotel Room one early evening, and I heard a sound outside which was coming from the Bandstand, a short disctance away from our hotel, it was the unmistakable sound of BAGPIPES!!!  Surprised
    In my current state of emotional sentimentality, I felt quite overcome, to be hearing them so far away from home, (ok, about 600 miles maybe -Confused)
    But it's a memory of Devon that I will always treasure.
    Do any of yous know the Scottish Sit-Com   Rab C Nesbitt?  Well, Rab's wife is called Mary, 'Mary Doll' to her Husband.
    and Mary has got a cousin called Hugh, or to give his name the scottish slant 'Shug'
    Shug lives in Sidcup  *I havent got a frigging clue where Sidcup is....Confused *Answers on a postcard please!
    and he works in finance -or similar. To all intents and appearances Shug is completely Anglofied, he is a man who works in the City and never a vowel is out of place.  That's ok, but shug is terrible lonesome for his Beloved Scotland, or 'Caledonia'
    and every so often it overwhelms him, and the 'scottishness' breaks out in him, and he has to flee back to his 'braw caledonia', where a (usually) warm glesca welcome awaits him.
    I searched YouTube for 2 and a half DAYS to find a particular episode of Rab C that featured Shug, and I found it this morning -deep joy.
    From my memory I could recall, Shug getting the 'scottishness' but I couldn't remember what had triggered it on this occasion.
    And would you believe it????  He was at home in his Lounge on the telephone, on a buisness call, and suddenly out of the corner of his eye, he spotted a pipe band marching, on his televison screen, and that was IT!!!! he had to escape once more to his beloved Scotia..
    And so to my Grandmother....
    Many Moons ago there used to be a programme on the telly every week called 'The White Heather Club'  Pop Music it certainly did NOT feature!  it was a home grown scottish production, and featured many fine singers, and also scottish dancers.
    The man singing the medley (playing on my space at the moment) was a man called Andy Stewart.
    As a youngster I can't honestly say that his performance 'floated my boat'  He wore a KILT for goodness sake!!!
    But he had a fine voice, rich in timbre, and Ive rarely heard the like again if I'm honest.
     
     A while ago now, I penned a poem for my late grandmother, it can be found in the 'My Poetry' category. A very unexpected consequence of this, has been that I feel extrodinarly close to her. It's as if she is with me, I can actually feel her presence.  I'm amazed by this, and it has brought me a lot of comfort, and ive been pining for the years in my childood that I was very fortunate to share with her, and Andy's music is very evocative of that era.
    So this explains away (i hope) the music that I am playing on my space at the moment
    The root cause of my sentimentality I'm not so sure about, but I will leave you with the episode in question of Rab C Nesbitt. It's a half hour slot, split into 3 sections
    Some of you (?) may not be interested in a whole half hours worth, but the scene invloving Shug comes at the very beginning, and I highly commend the closing scene at the end of the 3rd Section.
    And if any of you require subtitles, then come see about me!!!   Wink
    mags x
     
     
          
     
     
       
     
     
     
     
     
     
       
     
    June 25

    (another) postcard from the edge...

     
     
    me and my teddy bear
    got no worries, got no cares
     
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    me and my teddy bear,
    just play and play all day!
     
    <sigh!>  Angry
     
    hello everybody
    is anyone awake?  Confused
    Ive got the insomnia again!  Sad
    if any of yous have got any suggestions, for beating this, i would be really greatful, thanks!
    g'night/morning peeps
    mags x
    p.s. i wish i hadn't corrected my typos, i lost count of how many there were...Embarrassed
    March 13

    With Apologies to Paul and Art....

     
     
    I searched for my old love out on the streets last night
    She was so glad I didnt find her-She just smiled
    So we never got to talk about some old times
    or drink ourselves some beer
    Still Crazy... after all these years
     
    Well Im the kind of girl who likes to socialise
    You wont catch me leaning on old familiar ways..
    Yes Im the fool for love songs
    that keep whispering in my ear
    Still Crazy ...after all these years
     
    Four in the morning
    Crapped out, yawning
    Longing my life a--way
    I always worry
    but why
    should I?
    Its all gonna... fade
     
    Now I sit by my window and I watch the stars
    fearing damage will be done one day
    But who will be convicted, through the jury of my tears?
    Still Crazy after all these years
     
    STILL ..crazy...after all these years.
     
    mags x
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
    November 28

    Yesterday

     
     
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    ...all my troubles seemed so far away, now it looks as if theyre here to stay, oh I believe In Yesterday.
    Suddenly, Im not half the man I used to be
    theres a shadow hanging over me
    Oh Yesterday came Suddenly.
     
    Did Paul McCartney know what he was talking about when he penned those lines? Well I should coco
    I believe that Paul McCartney wrote that song in memory of his mother (im not 100% certain)
    I usually try to research in-depth, any content that I blog about.  Well I am blogging from the heart...im just not sure about that particular factoid.
     
    "Why she had to go I dont know? she wouldnt say...
    I said 'something wrong?' now I long for Yesterday."
     
    Oh its bleeding heart time innit?  Sad
     
    There's a fair bit of strife going on in my family at the moment, and If i was hoping for a fast, and adult approach, and a quick resolution, to the hostilities, I was sadly mistaken.We seem to have "stalemate" We went past deadlock ages ago...and now Everybody has taken a 'position'  Too bad we couldnt all have taken the same one eh? but hey ho  Confused
    I cant sleep..and that just isnt helping matters.
    WHAT HAPPENED TO PEACE AND GOODWILL TO ALL MEN?
    thats what I want to know?
    Call me old fashioned, but I always thought that it was prudent, to put ones own house in order first and foremost. I just dont know how much longer i can cope with this stand-off!
    Me and my husband and my son are ok I hasten to add..*but ye know how families extend out from there, and relations can be so jolly! (NOT!)
    and then ...
    I found out that a friend of mine has been diagnosed with Lung Cancer. She had been unwell for some time..and it was believed to be pneumonia. Then her lung collapsed, and thats when they discovered that she had cancer. It was the tumour that had caused the collapsed lung.
    She has been told that its inoperable and is currently receiving chemotherapy.
    Um sorry Embarrassed I just had to write all this down...and see if any of it makes any sense at all 'looks'
    No it doesnt! Sad
    I dont want to think about my family fued I want to think about my friend. I want to cry and I cant..I want to sleep and i cant....
    and then ...
    theres CHRISTMAS! just around the next bend! Open-mouthedSad
    So if anybody has a spare broom closet or garden shed that they would like to hire out to me for the forthcoming christmas season...i dont eat much...a bit of sausage bacon egg and blackpudding...that would do me for suppertime..just to be getting on with, untill breakfast ye understand? Thinking
    Well now ive written all this down I am going hit 'publish'
    if only to try and put all this anguish to bed (hopefully)
    and talking of bed maybe I will try lying down again.
    night night peeps!
    (this wasnt a happy blog at all. im sorry Embarrassed)
    mags x
    July 01

    blaaargh! ive lost the first 30 days of my BB diary

    In this diary, i'm planning to record my episodes of Insomnia, and any subsequent  consequences ...
    On the 30th June, at approximately 4:am I had been awake for going on 20 hours..
    i was here on live spaces and ATTEMPTING to record the latest entry for my Big Brother diary..
    i made an error..and attempted to delete the blog...but i only managed to exterminate the first 30 days of my Big Brother Diary...  
    There are perhaps ways that i could source information and start the BB journal over again from scratch... but i have decided for the sake of my sanity, to just let it GO!
    This is now 5am the 1st of July (i think) ... and since the morning of the 29th June...i
    have had no more than 6 hours sleep..
    i have a family party to attend today.... and i am dreading it! 
    this entry is now concluded...but i'm pretty certain, that more entries will follow...
    I have been a long time sufferer of frequent  bouts of Insomnia! 
    mags x